*reads chameleon aura for the thousandth time*
“(conversations with self)
trust me, i got you.”
“i distance myself from people who romanticize perfection. people who fall in love with illusions. people who feel i can do no wrong. there may be days when i disappoint you, days when i fall short, days when i can do better, but my heart is always coming from a good place. i need to know you see beyond thorns. i need to know you see beyond parts of me that are hard to touch. i need to know you see the real me.”
-i am not perfect, and i never will be, and i hope you understand that.
“i don’t want to be defined by love you experienced in the past. i want us to define our own love. create our own unique, magical experience. unlearn things past lovers taught you. learn new with me. i promise you, i’ll touch and swim in places that old lovers could never reach.”
“you’ve got to have a certain divinity for me to want to share space with you. i’m such an introvert, and i wouldn’t have it any other way. being an introvert has given me awareness that only few can understand. i’m thankful for the time alone that i get to learn about myself. you can’t connect with other people if you have a disconnect within yourself. nurture your internal relationship. give it water and light.”
-alone but never lonely.
“falling deeply in love with myself,
and unless you plan to add depth to the oceans i swim in already,
keep your distance and stay at shore.”
-stay away from me unless you plan to decorate my mental space.